{Note: this changes over time; I'm not a static person}
Computer is finally back along with better capabilities and a strong addiction to Nrrrdd Rap.
I wish that I could even begin to describe myself, but alas, I cannot. If you can describe me please let me know so I can completely update this someday. If you wish to know what I'm all about, your best bet is to try to get to know me. I can tell you I don't have much concern about "fitting in" with the world, if that is not already obvious. I'm really not that popular in school and my social life isn't exactly the greatest. Even if I wanted it, the thought of any other social life than the one I've got is a joke. There are a lot of rumors going around my school about me but everyone needs a scapegoat, I guess, so it might as well be me. I realize that I may have lost the respect of some impolite, closed-minded people in my life, to which I can say: I NOW HAVE NO VALID REASON TO LIVE!!! I think of myself as very tolerant; me being civil in a world that I hate, is tolerance. There are so many people to invite to the party but not enough time! You can hear their minds snapping... Recently the whole world seems to be turning into my enemy and I'm ready to take the whole world on. You can't truly live life unless you've already died. Basically, I live for Saturday nights anymore. Whether I am going to a metal show or just sitting at home watching the various Saturday night anime on Adult Swim, I live for Saturday night.
Concerning Messaging and Comments: 1. My technology is not always relaible, so it may be a technological problem that I don't contact people. 2. Generally, I will talk to you if you talk to me first. This pretty much goes for real life as well. I try to keep my first impressions as real as possible. Casual small talk bothers me and just seems so empty so I try to spice it up with more creative conversation. You don't like my spices? Too bad. 3. New rule. If you just added me, talk to me first so I can sort out those who really want to talk to me from those who just want to add me to their unending collection of souls on the friends list for the sheer sake of numbers.
My Goals:
To find an exact copy of myself and kill it. To find someone to help me stop being this angst-filled teen stereotype (I don't think I can do it on my own anymore). To find a few seconds away from all the chaos (or lack thereof). To keep myself from fading into society as just another face in the crowd. I don't even care if I'm stared at anymore. Only problem is I need a lot more money for this, so for the time being I just look like your average Mansonite-Teenage-Statistic with too much makeup and too much black clothing (if that is possible). The usual Revolutionary ideas To never be content
My Likes:
"Zinging" complete strangers. "Interesting" people. Pointing out flawed logic because I have nothing better to do. Standing on a soap box in an empty room. Video games because I'm addicted. Making you look at things in a completely different light. The light bulb is broken. Winter, ice, the cold. Lurking. Brooding. Lurking. Brooding.
My Dislikes:
Most of the human race. The hardcore rednecks and hillbillies. The boring simple-minded, single track mind, people. My school {oh so cliche}. My town {also cliched but with good reason}. Being a human being squishy-thing. The basic laws of physics and gravity.
My Skills:
Mind Numbing Expulsions Of Wicked Noise. (And that will never change.)
Favorite People:
Jhonen Vaquez, Nny, Alucard, L, Jarlaxle Baenre, Dr. Hanibal Lecter, The Cheshire Cat, Captian Jack Sparrow, Marilyn Manson (as cliched as that sounds he did save my life), the clerk in the music video of MSI's Shut Me Up.
Favorite Music:
Don't ask me about too much random information on bands or anything, though I look like I should specialize in that, I don't because I'm trapped in a small town that's 5 years behind the rest of the world and its hard enough to get good mainstream music, let alone the underground bands. I listen to the "screaming" music basically. It just soothes my mood. I will also listen to techno style music, I don't know why but I like it. I like my coffee black just like my metal. Dark depressing organ music is always a good choice. Tim Skold, Demon Hunter, NIN, Combichrist, Manson, Mudvayne, A Perfect Circle, Dethklok, Psychostick, MC Chris, MSI, Static-X, Nox Arcana, and Reliquary are my main sources of entertainment.
The sounds of minds snapping....
Favorite Shows:
Is it just me or is TV getting monotonous lately? I still watch some shows on Adult Swim though. Robot Chicken, Venture Bros., Frisky Dingo, Metalocalpyse, Samurai Champloo, Bleach, and Death Note are still entertaining though.
Favorite Movies:
The new movies are getting pretty predictable and redundant but somehow I still find myself watching them. Just by looking at me you can pretty much guess the basic movies and you will probaly be right (for this only). Kill Bill (both vol.) Underworld (all of them) (It's the vampire thing) V for Vendetta (Yay! Philosophy!) Van Helsing (Once again with the vampire thing) Donnie Darko (Yay! Madness!) Thirteen (Don't ask) Alice In Wonderland (Any version future or already made) Not Another Teen Movie (It makes fun of every teenage ideal)
I'm still waiting for Jhonen Vasquez to make a full length movie.
I've really got to get out and start watching better movies. I think I've really got to go blind. It's no wonder I play video games.
Favorite Quotes:
Stop lookin' up at the sky for help and start lookin' down here, at us twisted dreamers.
Max Lechuga's parents had to mail themselves flowers and stuffed bears. You know why they had to send themselves flowers? Because Max was an asshole, thats why.
You see? I completely forgot about WhatScene again. I used to get on everyday and be super social on here. And then I kinda of strayed and this is what happened. Ugh. Imported cupcakes are bomb.
AmyCanScream - 2:14 AM on Friday, November 28, 2008
Story Time!
A deer hit my truck. Minor damage was done to the truck. The deer ran away, leaving my heart pounding and waiting to recover. I then had to explain it to my mother and friends. And thankfully I am safe now, although possibly a bit tramatized.
The end.
(P.S. Kill all the deer please, thank you. You can benefit since their meat is so delicious.)
AmyCanScream - 3:47 PM on Thursday, November 27, 2008
Well Happy Thanksgiving! Ever listened to Alice's Restaurant? Love it, such an amazing Thanksgiving day tradition?
I'm sitting here isolating myself from my lovely family while they're cooking, not looking forward to it nearly at all since I haven't even spoken to my brother in over a year now. Oh well, get through it then I'm going to see a movie with some friends. Amazing. And yay! I only have to read 28 more pages in a book I've been trying to get through for the last 6 1/2 years but always get distracted or lose it.
Yesterday I hung out with my friend for a few hours, watched Moline Rouge (such an awkward movie), fixed her computer, taught her how to use her iPod gift card and fixed her iPod, feared for my life a few time... you know, the usual =]
Oh well, I like the piano as well. Always wished I could learn an instrument.
MorganShark - 2:17 PM on Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Haha sounds like a deal, did you go with him to the show saturday?
MorganShark - 2:56 AM on Friday, November 21, 2008
Yeah i worked there, i loved it but now there closed, seasonal store :[
AmyCanScream - 9:17 PM on Wednesday, November 19, 2008
That's just about the idea I go by, no point in trying to fight it.
Well, that's an... interesting description of your weekend I'd say, wish best of luck in it being better next weekend. I'm not feeling very well, but I'm sitting in my common room watching the bruin's game so it's all good I suppose. Also have to read the last book for my scifi class (tear) by Tuesday. Our homework last week was to watch 28 Days Later. Love that movie, along with pretty much all other zombie movies, I swear. George A Romero is amazing.
It angered me today, this chick that just DOES NOT belong in the class was talking to me about how much she hates it, I mean serious, there was a waiting list for people wanting to take it and she sits there and goes the entire semester wasting space in a class that she doesn't even like. Makes me hate people just a little bit more.
Now that isssssss a problem.....msn? ha. And those foreign imported cookies do tend to distract at times. I more go for imported cupcakes. Now those can draw your attention for hours let me tell you!
It has come to my ever changing attention that I almost completely keep forgetting about Whatscene, and it would be sooooo much easier if you just added me on myspace or something.
AmyCanScream - 1:47 AM on Thursday, November 13, 2008
Hahaha well I can't say that it involves real Apples. Although I am sure that you'd be able to figure out a way to adapt throwing some at your friends' heads as some random add-in to make it even better, or at least more entertaining.
I want to watch Futurama now! I believe I'll get through at least an episode tonight, along with the rediculous homework I have, although Yay! I get to go home tomorrow for the weekend and Hell yes, I have a concert to go to Saturday night.
I'm recently becoming wicked into How I Met Your Mother. Always saw random episodes but I recently started watching it from the piolit and beyond online last week. Already more than halfway through the 3rd season.
As well, my mom wants me to get into Lost, but I took a vow to myself that I would never watch it as soon as they started advertising it years ago. Also getting into House, and my roommate's boyfriend wants me to start watching Entourage. Kinda getting into Grey's Anatomy and falling in love with Friends all over again. I miss Boy Meets World. Oh, and nothing compares to my favorite current show, The Cleaner, So emotionally draining!
I think I lose respect for anyone that is into Gossip girl. Blegh.
Alright, I'm done ranting about Television. It's an evil thing it is. Weird that I want to directly work with the media for a living and yet I hate it so much.
AmyCanScream - 10:38 PM on Saturday, November 8, 2008
I absolutely love futerama. When it was on Adult Swim I fell asleep to it almost every night (although I started watching it when episodes were still coming out on Fox) for 5 years so I'm pretty sure I've seen every episode (of the originals) more than 2 dozen times and it still never gets old. Talk about an amazing quote though.
So I haven't been to a party in weeks now, and it figures that last night when I'm completey tired and just feeling too lazy to do anything I was invited to three. One of them I was invited by this kidd that I reallyyyy like at his apartment. But oh well, if it works out it does or doesn't. Either way I didn't feel like walking alone and the other kids I knew were going I deal with being drunk all the time and just didn't want to bother with them last night.
Ever played Apples to Apples? Such an... interesting game to play with friends.
Oh, so I made my schedule for next semester. And talk about how amazing it is, I'm so happy. Tuesdays through Thursdays so I have a four day weekend. :)
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I completely forgot about WhatScene again.
I used to get on everyday and be super social on here.
And then I kinda of strayed and this is what happened.
Ugh.
Imported cupcakes are bomb.